Definitely,what i am thinking now is nothing. Finally,i have to admit that i missed everyone i could think of even you-know-who. I am dead bored. Holidays were boring especially when all my bestfriends were working and one of them busy-talking-to-boyfriend-for-hours. I didn't meant a single words i said to bam yesterday. If you reading this,i'm sorry if i have hurt you. I was so stressed with what i am. My mind is just not right this recently,and if i kept mixing with anyone now. I would be so-called crazy in just a minute. I'm hoping to meet you guys. But,i need my time alone. Tomorrow,i will be following mum to my cousin's function. I hoped it will be going just great,i wished. Mum asked me to bath there as usual,lil mama you say what? I thought i heard wrongly but it's true. Forget it i never will. I have thought it over,i think i want to let go all my memories with that you-know-who. I couldn't hold on to it because he was just not mine. He's attached already and it has been days since i last heard from him. It was not alright when you-know-who didn't stick with me forever. When i first met you-know-who,he was just a simple guy i found along the way. He was kind and concern about me. He always make me feel better and nobody dares bullied me. I feel safe with him. But,i guess his heart is not with me and it belong to other girl. I couldn't find where his heart stand. Pfft. Well,i'm happy for you. Atleast,i really do. And to jana,girl be strong. We are always there if you need us. (: Takecare.