Hey,i'm kind of miss everyone): I wil text everyone real soon. Even better if you guys text me NOW! Lol. I've been slacking at home lately,which i don't really know what's the reason i felt so lifeless. It seems that my life is already one-sided demolished. I couldn't hold on to the fact that i'm not strong like how i think i am. Why is this happening to me? I wished i could run away but each time i took a step forward,it feels that someone is pulling me back again. I've also realised that i have been bad-tempered this few days and i knew that my friends have endure with me of my behaviour. I really appreciate that guys. But,i don't deserve it. It makes me feel guilty. -.- Hmm. I'm off.
Meeting you was fate,becoming your friend was a choice but falling in love with someone like you,i had no control over. I tried so hard to forget and. Trying to forget you is like trying to remember someone i have never met. I know im not strong. Neither am i weak. I just need some time to think for myself): Till now,i just don noe why. Is it because you are my friend? Hmm. You're a strange guy. After much thinking. I guess my fairytale is over. It's time i let you go. Letting you go forever,away from me. Haiz. I swear i forget you. Btw,i really miss ol' of my sayangs-sayangs. Yeh,we miss you oso jana. Ta mghilangkan diri but just busy ya'noe w hmw ol(: We will meet up soon. Promise! Happened to on9 for 30 mins. Lol. Takecare yaw- will update real soon.
Hello people~ This is going to be my last post and that my blog will be officially dead today and maybe until forever,i guess. Heee. It's not that i don't want to post again,but i have to shut down the computer for a long time until i finished with my o'level this year. Ne semua peraturan mak dengan ayah tau. Not mine. -.-" The reason is. They are worried and scared that i will flunk all my subjects like what i did last year for my n'level by focussing more on the computer than books. That's what i do what every single day? People contact most through computer right? The worst outcome is. I failed two subjects and luckily i get nine points. So,i'm going to buck up for now. (: No worries. You all can text me if there's anything. Or even better call-me up. I'm so sad that i won't be able to touch the computer or type on my keyboard anymore. Blame the peraturan la. I can't even stick to the television the whole day. Mum set me the time limit and what should i study for the whole day. If i didn't follow what she said,i get her nagging. Easy ah. Lol. But,whatever it is that she control or how bad she is,i still love her the most. Anak mane ta sayang mak die? Weeee. Even just now,she nag at me over a stupid school skirt. I didn't even talk back because it's only a stupid skirt. Wahliau- it's not the end of the world. Oh,i forget. It's already. HELLO 2009,GOODBYE 2008!

My resolutions?
- I want to be the daughter mum won't always nag at every single day. [:
- I want to be the third top in every subjects for this year,i would try can't i?
- I want to have someone that trust me and like who i am.
- I want to make my teachers proud of me.
- I want tuition and also remedials to improve my maths and english.
- I want to forget him forever,i mean it. ]:
- I want my friendship to be strong,and make more friends with the others.
- I want everyone in a relationships to be happy always.
- And last but not least,i badly want to pass my o'level and got into a better courses.
Please,grant me this wishes? [:
Hey,i'm just updating because someone is asking me to update my blog. *smile with teeth to charliesah* Lol. Btw,today i went back to school so that i can accompany atikah and mira for financial assistance form and also to take a look-out on the npcc's. I must say. They were super awesome and ready for the cca promotion day,i guess la. To me,they really had done great. I must congratulate the sec's three or shall i said the coming sec's four. I missed taking care of you guys and taking nonsense from all of you. You were the bunch i want to see marching at the parade with your heads held high. (: After taking the form. I ate one prata egg with one prata plain outside school's coffee shop. Kenyang seh. Actually,i wait 10 minutes for my prata. Blame the indian guy la. Paid,but forget to give food. Service is so slow nowadays. Then,went back to mpr see the modern dancers. Until,i feel that someone really shows some attitude-for-nothing. Argh. Hypocrite heh people like this? Be nice infront but end up backstabbing behind. Luckily,someone told us. Get off from the mpr and waited under the block for mira. Gedebak-gedebuk. Sampai aje at home,sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep til 5plus. Penat soi- Kkeh la. Na kuwa jap. Bye-

Btw,mamat. Happy birthday aye!(:
Grr,i'm bored to death. I got nothing to do. *sigh and throwing stupid handphone away* Nobody text me asking to go out somewhere. Wah- it shows you all really busy with some stuffs. ): Mum,please tell me to pluck your white hair or vacuum the living room? Ahah. Like real heh. Lol. She already vacuum the living room and does all the house chores today by herself. But,i got nothing to do the whole day today except watching television and figuring out how i should go to school on first day. Lame-O! -.-" Btw,mum went to jemputan kahwin today and brought home nasi briyani. Whereas i have to stay at home to look after my little brother. Eww~ ta sedap langsung. I ate only the chicken. Then,i watched 'peter pan'. Damn sweet! Ha ha. I just wished singaporean boys would be just like the boys i saw on television. Btw,mum said i watched movies above my age that only parents are "allowed" to watch on youtube. When i only watching little secrets movie. Wth(?) She think i'm that '__________' is it. Fancy her saying that to me. Thanks a lot heh, my-mum-who-i-think-don't-seem-to-trust-me-at-all. Pfft.
I cannot stopped yawning until now. I woke up around 12+ today. I missed my two am movie night,pasal da nantuk sanat. I didn't realise what time it is until mak keep nagging asking me to wake up. By shouting like this,'Eh emah,kau bangun le tak? Kau na besarkan buntuk kau lagi heh?' -.-" Wth. You even know what time i sleep after watching television. One plus okay(?) I go watch this movie called,Phantom of the opera. The movie + song is damn nice. Very sweeeeeeeeeeeeet- I like the song. Especially,the one titled no point of return. (: You should listen to it. Ha ha. Btw,just now wake up i go watch mickey mouse's holiday first at disney channel. Cute heh! Telalu penat sanat na pi mandi dulu. Hey,it's christmas. Kasi chance la sekali-sekala. Hmm. I didn't get any present ah. Mum,where's my everlast watch and my nike beg? Dad,where's my holiday money? Haiz. That's bad enough you didn't buy it for me yet. This saturday's outing also cancelled aye. I have something on. Not just me but bam and murder also. Sorry-sorry people. We make it on countdown at woodlands je. I can't wait to meet all of you. Lol. Well,i want to watch dealova. Bye-
Wahsey. I just got back home and finally got a chance to sit properly at a proper chair. -.- Just now,went out with bam they all to certain places. Heh! Penat gile seh keluar cari barang anniversary untuk bam dengan farhan. Kaki macam minta ampun. And my stomach is cramped at that time. Tapi,it's worth it la. There's a lot of laughter aye(?) We joke a lot today. We make sarcastic remarks to people we don't know,but we didn't mean anything at all. Ha ha. I had fun though. The only missing for today is that myra and jana wouldn't there with us. Hmm. Morning already went out to buy school uniform and school shoes. *Ta sabar tau na sekolah next week* I even overslept a little bit and didn't realise it's already ten in the morning. Janji pukul sepuluh. Hah. That's because. Ytd night,i didn't sleep until four in the morning. Blame that stupid chinese guy la,i met earlier. Haiz. After that,i meet them at the interchange since they insist to wait for me. Then. I was even shocked when i saw shamin there too(?) I thought the boys also have. But,it's only because teserempak dengan die sekejab. Bam told me he went ton-or-something. Nah,i don't even care ah. Blah-blah-blah. Took train and everything,stopped awhile for window shopping and off to another shop to look for things bam bekenan. And,atlast she sorted out her mind and bought something after three hours of rounding. -.-" Pfft. Trained back and here i am blogging. ): Btw,i missed the-guy-i-fall-for badly. If i meet him again for the third time by any chances,i swear i text him back. Mum has been shouting like nobody business. Before,i'm grounded i better sleep. Heh! Bye-